I ate eight in eight .....

So i've set a challenge with some of my girlfriends, its an 8kgs in 8 week weight loss challenge!

I'm two weeks in, and i think i've probably put on 2 kgs! Crazy!! I have this terrible tendency to self sabotage. Anytime I put pressure on myself I stress out about not succeeding and I set myself up for failure!!

I think it's because I'm deep inside, a 'I have to get it right' 'I have to be perfect' type person. who me?! I hear the chiming already!! Yes me!!

I've started to get back into my exercising with a close friend, who is also doing the 8 in 8 challenge, she's very determined and motivated, I'm very lucky to have her support! We are doing pretty amazing with our exercise, but I just can't get it ALL right, and it's frustrating!!

I wish it was not such a constant battle all the time!  Guess as they say - life was not meant to be easy!!